The Lost Operative

Operative EmpChihuahua Reporting

I feel that Operative Nyx is abandoning her mission.  She has lost sight that the Empire are our enemies, even caring about the loss of their ranks in yesterday's deadly attack.  I understand that she sees each life as precious, but without the protection of the Admiral, I fear she would have gotten herself in deep trouble already.  I haven't spoken much to her or the Admiral, as I am letting their relationship run its course.  I hope that she will see someday soon, that we are the Empires' enemies.  I do not know what it will take to get her to open her eyes, but I hope that it will happen rather quickly. 

Nyx is great at gathering information, but she appears to be hesitant to do so on this mission.  I fear she worries if she completes her objective, then her mission will be complete and she must return to the Rebellion HQ.  I know she has deep feelings for the Admiral and to leave him in such a manner would hurt her deeply.  I completed some research on the Admiral, and it appears he makes no mention of her in his own journal.  I am concerned about this because I wonder if she puts more energy into the relationship than he does.  If this is the case, then it is possible he is only using her to gain access to Rebellion intelligence or to stop her.

I have received word the Rebellion intends to launch a full-scale attack on the Executor. I have not mentioned this to Nyx because I do not know which side she will fight for.  Will she fight for the Rebels or will she fight for the Empire?  At this point, she has to make a choice.  This will be our one opportunity to destroy Darth Vader, and I cannot make this decision for her.  I know she will do everything in her power to protect the Admiral, out of her deep love for him, but she risks being detected by Darth Vader if she uses any of her Force abilities.  Once detected, she will have to choose between the two sides.  And I fear she will choose her heart over her mind, and do anything to stay with the Admiral.  She is my family so Wicket and I have decided we will stay with her until the end, but I cannot watch her change the way she has been recently.  It is as if the mission has been postponed for her desire for love.