The Deep Divide

Firmus and I reached a breaking point. I was unaware he was previously committed to another, and I would have hoped he would have told me somewhere before I tangled my heart into his.  I felt betrayed and as if he were being dishonest by hiding something that significant.  If he had been honest and upfront, I could have quickly forgotten the issue and moved on.  The issue quickly escalated to where I asked Emporer Chihuahua and Wicket to find their hiding place and await a transport ship for delivery to the Rebellion. Fearing that this was the end, I prepared both my heart and my mind for my final stand.  I would never allow myself to be captured again, especially by the Sith for they are truly the most tortured souls.

I awaited for him in his quarters.

It was there we confronted each other.  He apparently found this journal and said he knew I had been spying.  I said I was aware he was previously committed to another and felt betrayed.  A man cannot propose to one woman after being committed to another, that is a great sin among my people.  It was at that point he said that there was some sort of dissolution of the relationship, which placed my mind at ease.  But I believe the heart of our issues was resolved in that he is loyal to his job, as I was loyal to my own, but the miracle was that we are loyal to each other.  He confided at that point that he was tired of this war between the Rebels and the Empire and desired peace as much as I did. 

And that is when everything changed.  The illusion was that where I thought there was a divide, there wasn't one.  He was helping me because he believed in what it is I am doing.  I am bringing an end to this war.  I know I cannot do it alone, but his support has placed my mind at great ease. 

The Rebel base is coming up soon.  To give the illusion of the Admiral doing a supurb job, I am giving him the coordinates tomorrow so that he can send search and destroy teams to the location where the abandoned Rebel base currently stands.  Blackbird confirmed earlier that the transmission was received, thus the base will be empty by the time it is searched. 

I still lack the blueprints for the Death Star, but with the Admiral on my side, I know that I will not have to search very hard.  Once those plans are in the hands of the Rebellion, along with all other updated Empire ship blue prints, routes, and vessel information, then my job is to simply sit and watch over Vader. 

As a side note, which I do not understand why this is noteworthy, I already know my collegue Emporer Chihuahua will still never fully trust Firmus.  That is a given.  For whatever reason, Emporer believes that as long as my heart is on the line, then I will lose my objectivity.  I am thankful he remains my constant companion and guide in the physical world.