Seraphic Phenyx Reporting
I have been working for the Admiral (@Admiral_Stryker) for several months now, and he seems to have shown a strong interest in me. It wasn't until last night that I realized to the extent that he was interested. It appears that he has been interested since before when I was Captain Tanner's assistant. I remember seeing Stryker around, but I guess I never paid much attention. He says that taking the helm of the Imperial fleet has given him some sort of different perspective and he finally confessed his feelings for me. Well, I think the wine he had been drinking also helped loosen his lips.
However, I am trying to maintain my professionalism and keep in mind that I am a Rebellion spy.
Showing posts with label Seraphic Phenyx Storyline. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Seraphic Phenyx Storyline. Show all posts
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Corden's Storyline - The Meeting of the Same Mind
Operative Nyx Reporting
The day has finally come, and I will keep this brief. My clone, Raphi (@Seraphic_Phenyx), has discovered her true nature. She called me to a meeting aboard the same ship, the Dammarung, that I first discovered her in a sleeping state. I couldn't destroy her, because it is ingrained in me that I cannot destroy myself. When I detonated the bombs when Corden (@Corden_Maximus) and I were leaving the ship after killing my superior (who was attempting to kill me to copy my memories into Raphi's mind), I purposefully did not detonate the bombs near the glass cylinder holding her. I learned that she was taken to a different facility shortly after and made viable (activated), at which time to ensure her safety and my own, I allowed her to enter my mission while I slipped away with Corden. I had a feeling someday she would discover the truth about her origins, and I patiently awaited her arrival. In order to protect her until she is able to fully establish her identity within the Rebellion, I am staying away from all Rebel Alliance activities. I had thought that she would be safe under the careful eyes of the Imperials, but knowing my own rebellious nature, I am not surprised that she was unhappy aboard the Executor. I sincerely doubt anyone noticed she is no longer there, and a part of me is thankful she left because I know it was a slow and painful death to be among the enemy in such a way.
Operative Seraphim Reporting
I met her. I don't know what to call her. Is she my twin? My mother? My sister? Or simply just "she-that-which-my-DNA-came-from"? I do not know. None the less, we kept it brief. I had so many questions of her. Who am I? Where am I going? Why did she let me live? But she told me in time, the answers would come to me. I hate ambiguous answers like that. I really do. Something tells me she knows that. And feeling the child growing inside of her made me slightly angry. My life is collapsing all around me, and I am still in a state of grieving the loss of.. well... you know..., and here she is all happy. And these feelings I have towards Corden aren't mine, they are hers, but I feel them as if they were mine. So I guess I felt what is known as jealousy at her pregnancy, but I think since it has been a few days, I am kind of over it now. I am happy for them both. They are happy together so I won't hold it against them. It's hard being alone like this. Really hard. But she and I agreed to keep in touch over the comm lines. She didn't talk to me about what was on her mind, but I sensed a feeling of apprehension like she and the child were in danger. I might not know her, but dammit, I won't let anyone harm her or that child. I felt her deep inside of me, as I know she feels me as well. Because of our connection, I will be a silent guardian for her and that baby. Whatever future is in-store for the Mandalorians, I intend to help keep that child safe from whatever is hunting them.
The day has finally come, and I will keep this brief. My clone, Raphi (@Seraphic_Phenyx), has discovered her true nature. She called me to a meeting aboard the same ship, the Dammarung, that I first discovered her in a sleeping state. I couldn't destroy her, because it is ingrained in me that I cannot destroy myself. When I detonated the bombs when Corden (@Corden_Maximus) and I were leaving the ship after killing my superior (who was attempting to kill me to copy my memories into Raphi's mind), I purposefully did not detonate the bombs near the glass cylinder holding her. I learned that she was taken to a different facility shortly after and made viable (activated), at which time to ensure her safety and my own, I allowed her to enter my mission while I slipped away with Corden. I had a feeling someday she would discover the truth about her origins, and I patiently awaited her arrival. In order to protect her until she is able to fully establish her identity within the Rebellion, I am staying away from all Rebel Alliance activities. I had thought that she would be safe under the careful eyes of the Imperials, but knowing my own rebellious nature, I am not surprised that she was unhappy aboard the Executor. I sincerely doubt anyone noticed she is no longer there, and a part of me is thankful she left because I know it was a slow and painful death to be among the enemy in such a way.
Operative Seraphim Reporting
I met her. I don't know what to call her. Is she my twin? My mother? My sister? Or simply just "she-that-which-my-DNA-came-from"? I do not know. None the less, we kept it brief. I had so many questions of her. Who am I? Where am I going? Why did she let me live? But she told me in time, the answers would come to me. I hate ambiguous answers like that. I really do. Something tells me she knows that. And feeling the child growing inside of her made me slightly angry. My life is collapsing all around me, and I am still in a state of grieving the loss of.. well... you know..., and here she is all happy. And these feelings I have towards Corden aren't mine, they are hers, but I feel them as if they were mine. So I guess I felt what is known as jealousy at her pregnancy, but I think since it has been a few days, I am kind of over it now. I am happy for them both. They are happy together so I won't hold it against them. It's hard being alone like this. Really hard. But she and I agreed to keep in touch over the comm lines. She didn't talk to me about what was on her mind, but I sensed a feeling of apprehension like she and the child were in danger. I might not know her, but dammit, I won't let anyone harm her or that child. I felt her deep inside of me, as I know she feels me as well. Because of our connection, I will be a silent guardian for her and that baby. Whatever future is in-store for the Mandalorians, I intend to help keep that child safe from whatever is hunting them.
Seraphim's Storyline - How to Remake a Personality
Operative Seraphim Reporting
I have been on intelligence missions lately and unable to report my findings, but Jedi Master Rush Kator (@RushKator) and I have been busy uncovering the Imperial's (and which I suspect are working under the direction of the Sith) latest venture - brainwashing their citizens. We infiltrated a small facility where the brainwashing was occurring. Master Kator is better than I at refraining from getting emotional, but, I could sense the pain and trauma in the air. We were unable to locate the citizens, but we gathered intelligence and left the facility unhurt.
What the data revealed was incredibly startling. Common street thugs and folk were taken away in the quiet of the night, their families and loved ones (if they had any) were never told what happened to them. The patients were then taken to covert remote locations where they were brainwashed. The Imperials intended to "remake the personality" of these "rebellious" individuals by instilling the following methodology:
The notes mention a few escapees. Some even say a few high-operating individuals were taken for military efforts. I do not know what that means, but I am sure it is nothing good for any of us.
Master Kator and I are investigating another operation occurring in the Outer Rim. We hope to find out more about these covert operations soon and report back to the Rebellion as soon as possible. I know it was not our designated mission, but if they can do this to their own citizens, could they not do it to a captured Rebel? And what if they unleashed this captured Rebel back into the Rebellion with its memory wiped? This is a future I hope to avoid.
I have been on intelligence missions lately and unable to report my findings, but Jedi Master Rush Kator (@RushKator) and I have been busy uncovering the Imperial's (and which I suspect are working under the direction of the Sith) latest venture - brainwashing their citizens. We infiltrated a small facility where the brainwashing was occurring. Master Kator is better than I at refraining from getting emotional, but, I could sense the pain and trauma in the air. We were unable to locate the citizens, but we gathered intelligence and left the facility unhurt.
What the data revealed was incredibly startling. Common street thugs and folk were taken away in the quiet of the night, their families and loved ones (if they had any) were never told what happened to them. The patients were then taken to covert remote locations where they were brainwashed. The Imperials intended to "remake the personality" of these "rebellious" individuals by instilling the following methodology:
- Complete sensory deprivation: If the person is kept completely isolated, even from sunlight, they will be unable to maintain connection to the world.
- No sentient being contact: They cannot speak, touch, or hear other victims.
- Spice: Under the influence of spice (drugs), they were placed into a practically comatose state.
- Subliminal messages: Subliminal messages were replayed to them while under the influence of the spice.
The notes mention a few escapees. Some even say a few high-operating individuals were taken for military efforts. I do not know what that means, but I am sure it is nothing good for any of us.
Master Kator and I are investigating another operation occurring in the Outer Rim. We hope to find out more about these covert operations soon and report back to the Rebellion as soon as possible. I know it was not our designated mission, but if they can do this to their own citizens, could they not do it to a captured Rebel? And what if they unleashed this captured Rebel back into the Rebellion with its memory wiped? This is a future I hope to avoid.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
CLASSIFIED REBELLION FILES: {{Intercepted Report}} Kyr'tsad to Denahi Luxor
This report was interecepted by a Rebellion operative. Although the Rebellion does not have interests in anything not pertaining to their efforts against the Imperials, this is being retained for possible use in the future. Information contained here is only circulated among the high-ranking officials in the Rebellion.
-- INTERCEPTED REPORT --
Sender: Raedenn (@Kyrtsad), Spy for the Kyr'tsad (Death Watch Mandalorians)
Receiver: Denahi Luxor (@DenahiLuxor)
The Mand'alor has raided two outposts. The first outpost he killed four of our brothers, but they managed to maim him. He uses a prosthetic leg now. He has a wife (@Seraphic_Phenyx) whose movements I am tracking throughout the Galaxy. They are building a house in Mandalorian space, and she essentially stays home. She has links to the Rebellion and is a Force-user. I have only made contact with her once prior, but will continue to do so.
I made contact with the Mand'alor. He has a close-knit group of friends as his force, including a clone (@RC_Boss) and various jetii. They seem loyal to him. I made contact, although I doubt he trusts me, but will continue to move into his inner circle. All of their ships have been tagged with trackers.
Last night, he and his men destroyed an outpost and wiped out 7 of our brothers and a couple of droids. I have transmitted my coordinates to you, per your request, and await your arrival.
-- INTERCEPTED REPORT --
Sender: Raedenn (@Kyrtsad), Spy for the Kyr'tsad (Death Watch Mandalorians)
Receiver: Denahi Luxor (@DenahiLuxor)
The Mand'alor has raided two outposts. The first outpost he killed four of our brothers, but they managed to maim him. He uses a prosthetic leg now. He has a wife (@Seraphic_Phenyx) whose movements I am tracking throughout the Galaxy. They are building a house in Mandalorian space, and she essentially stays home. She has links to the Rebellion and is a Force-user. I have only made contact with her once prior, but will continue to do so.
I made contact with the Mand'alor. He has a close-knit group of friends as his force, including a clone (@RC_Boss) and various jetii. They seem loyal to him. I made contact, although I doubt he trusts me, but will continue to move into his inner circle. All of their ships have been tagged with trackers.
Last night, he and his men destroyed an outpost and wiped out 7 of our brothers and a couple of droids. I have transmitted my coordinates to you, per your request, and await your arrival.
Seraphim's Storyline: Iz a trap!
Operative Seraphim Reporting
I guess I still have the look of a woman who is has been beaten down by life. I was sitting at a cafe getting a meal for myself and Master Kator (@RushKator) when a Mandalorian by the name of Raedenn (@Kyrtsad) approached me. He was, how should I say this, a flirty fellow. Our conversation quickly turned to him recognizing my name (I gave Sandalphon's name - @Sandal_Maximus) and he asked to speak to my husband (or rather Sandal's husband @Corden_Maximus) to join Corden's army. I commed Corden and received the coordinates to Corden's whereabouts and sent Raedenn on his way.
It's been a long time since I have been flirted with and I have to say, I miss it a lot. Master Kator is very strict about maintaining our Jedi obligations, but I am finding myself wanting to explore that forbidden zone of a relationship. Do I live my life for the people that I serve, or do I follow the ache in my heart to try to find a love of my own? Family and friends are always targets that the Sith use against Jedi in order to turn them, so I hesitate to get involved with anyone. But Master Kator keeps an eye over me and my training. And because of his dedication to my growth, I will never disappoint him.
I guess I still have the look of a woman who is has been beaten down by life. I was sitting at a cafe getting a meal for myself and Master Kator (@RushKator) when a Mandalorian by the name of Raedenn (@Kyrtsad) approached me. He was, how should I say this, a flirty fellow. Our conversation quickly turned to him recognizing my name (I gave Sandalphon's name - @Sandal_Maximus) and he asked to speak to my husband (or rather Sandal's husband @Corden_Maximus) to join Corden's army. I commed Corden and received the coordinates to Corden's whereabouts and sent Raedenn on his way.
It's been a long time since I have been flirted with and I have to say, I miss it a lot. Master Kator is very strict about maintaining our Jedi obligations, but I am finding myself wanting to explore that forbidden zone of a relationship. Do I live my life for the people that I serve, or do I follow the ache in my heart to try to find a love of my own? Family and friends are always targets that the Sith use against Jedi in order to turn them, so I hesitate to get involved with anyone. But Master Kator keeps an eye over me and my training. And because of his dedication to my growth, I will never disappoint him.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Seraphic Phenyx' Storyline - Master Rush Kator
Operative Seraphim Reporting
In my hour of grief, I was rescued from a disabled ship by Jedi Master Rush Kator (@RushKator). He said that he was a General in the Rebellion and sent to retrieve me. I guess my haitus was apparent and he came to bring me back into the folds. The funny thing is he always wore a cloak and hood, so I could never see his face. Out of courtesy, of course I would never ask to see that. But I began to study under him.
I know that Operative Nyx (who I was cloned from) was great at evasiveness and illusion than actual fighting, and thus I have the same limitations. Master Kator began to assess my lightsaber skills and said I was pretty good, but I still had a lot to learn. En route back to the ship, Master Kator's hood was blown back by the wind and it was then I saw he was Kel Dor similar to Jedi Master Plo Koon. I was taken aback because I could not tell.
He asked if him being Kel Dor would be a problem, and of course, it did not. Operative Nyx had limited contact with the Kel Dor, and thus, so do I. Beneath what might be a difficult-to-love-exterior (from a human's standpoint), I sense a protective gentleness. I guess that is the reason why I wasn't frightened, just surprised because he sounded so human to me.
I slept in the spare room he had aboard his ship, and the next day awoke to find him meditating in a field. The only thing is he looked like he was in distress, and when I attempted to contact him, it was almost as if he were possessed or fighting within his soul. I did not know what to do to help Master Kator, and got pushed back by a ball of light. I crawled back to him and he said that he had been found and we needed to leave. We immediately left the planet.
I have no idea where it is I am going, or where this life is taking me, but Master Kator seems to be taking care of me. I hope that I will be able to learn something from him to become a better Jedi and Rebellion operative.
In my hour of grief, I was rescued from a disabled ship by Jedi Master Rush Kator (@RushKator). He said that he was a General in the Rebellion and sent to retrieve me. I guess my haitus was apparent and he came to bring me back into the folds. The funny thing is he always wore a cloak and hood, so I could never see his face. Out of courtesy, of course I would never ask to see that. But I began to study under him.
I know that Operative Nyx (who I was cloned from) was great at evasiveness and illusion than actual fighting, and thus I have the same limitations. Master Kator began to assess my lightsaber skills and said I was pretty good, but I still had a lot to learn. En route back to the ship, Master Kator's hood was blown back by the wind and it was then I saw he was Kel Dor similar to Jedi Master Plo Koon. I was taken aback because I could not tell.
I slept in the spare room he had aboard his ship, and the next day awoke to find him meditating in a field. The only thing is he looked like he was in distress, and when I attempted to contact him, it was almost as if he were possessed or fighting within his soul. I did not know what to do to help Master Kator, and got pushed back by a ball of light. I crawled back to him and he said that he had been found and we needed to leave. We immediately left the planet.
I have no idea where it is I am going, or where this life is taking me, but Master Kator seems to be taking care of me. I hope that I will be able to learn something from him to become a better Jedi and Rebellion operative.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Seraphic Phenyx' Storyline - The Rescue
Operative Seraphim Reporting
I spent the night at Corden's house which he gave over to me, and left early the next day. I spent the day a shadow of what I thought was my former self, doing random things, waiting for a call that never materialized from my former lover. I decided that since I meant nothing to him, it was time to move on. I paid for my drink and left the comm on the table.
Unfortunately, my emotions were still completely out-of-whack and I completely botched my mission from Mon Mothma. I was supposed to infiltrate the Epsis compound on Point Nadir (for the third time according to my memory) and obtain some information about their latest projects. The Epsis build sophisticated technology for the highest bidder, which often means the evil guys get better technology than we do. En route to Point Nadir, I kept beating myself up mentally over what had happened and ended up bringing out a bottle of whiskey. I don't remember much, just that I woke up to the ship's system disabled because I must have thrown the bottle at the console and disabled the systems. Lost in the middle of no where on a disabled ship, I must have sent out a massive amount of distress signals through the Force.
And that is when Master Kator (@RushKator) found me. He boarded my ship and decided that he couldn't repair it in the current state that it was in, in the middle of space. I boarded his ship, and that's when we began talking. It was then that he revealed he was a General within the Rebellion and also a part of the espionage division. I was not aware of him, but that must have meant that he did his job well. Apparently he received his orders from Mon Mothma to take me under his wing. But with all of the stress and pressure I have been under lately, I flat out told him that I am not Operative Nyx but a clone of hers. Although completely ashamed of myself, he talked to me in a gentle way saying that it doesn't matter if I am a clone of hers. All that matters is that I have been doing her job to her ability the past several months. Something about that helped me deep inside. Somehow, I think he gets me. Somehow, I think Master Kator understands the deep pain I feel, and he is okay with letting me have it.
I have a lot to learn from him. He is the first to ever reach out to me in this way, and I am so thankful for it. I hope that I can make him proud of me. I hope I can restore Operative Nyx' name within the Rebellion and at the same time, create a new one for myself.
I have found a new hope.
I spent the night at Corden's house which he gave over to me, and left early the next day. I spent the day a shadow of what I thought was my former self, doing random things, waiting for a call that never materialized from my former lover. I decided that since I meant nothing to him, it was time to move on. I paid for my drink and left the comm on the table.
Unfortunately, my emotions were still completely out-of-whack and I completely botched my mission from Mon Mothma. I was supposed to infiltrate the Epsis compound on Point Nadir (for the third time according to my memory) and obtain some information about their latest projects. The Epsis build sophisticated technology for the highest bidder, which often means the evil guys get better technology than we do. En route to Point Nadir, I kept beating myself up mentally over what had happened and ended up bringing out a bottle of whiskey. I don't remember much, just that I woke up to the ship's system disabled because I must have thrown the bottle at the console and disabled the systems. Lost in the middle of no where on a disabled ship, I must have sent out a massive amount of distress signals through the Force.
And that is when Master Kator (@RushKator) found me. He boarded my ship and decided that he couldn't repair it in the current state that it was in, in the middle of space. I boarded his ship, and that's when we began talking. It was then that he revealed he was a General within the Rebellion and also a part of the espionage division. I was not aware of him, but that must have meant that he did his job well. Apparently he received his orders from Mon Mothma to take me under his wing. But with all of the stress and pressure I have been under lately, I flat out told him that I am not Operative Nyx but a clone of hers. Although completely ashamed of myself, he talked to me in a gentle way saying that it doesn't matter if I am a clone of hers. All that matters is that I have been doing her job to her ability the past several months. Something about that helped me deep inside. Somehow, I think he gets me. Somehow, I think Master Kator understands the deep pain I feel, and he is okay with letting me have it.
I have a lot to learn from him. He is the first to ever reach out to me in this way, and I am so thankful for it. I hope that I can make him proud of me. I hope I can restore Operative Nyx' name within the Rebellion and at the same time, create a new one for myself.
I have found a new hope.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Seraphic Phenyx' Storyline - Eyes Wide Open
Operative Seraphim Reporting
It's strange how I have been walking around almost as if in a daze recently. These memories I have are so real and yet they are not mine. This history I have with these people, it is not my own history but someone else's. It's like I am walking around in someone else's body, and following these routines that that person already established. I do not know what to do with myself. Do I continue living this life in the manner which Sandalphon (@CelestialPhenyx) created, or do I strike it out on my own? I don't even know what I want anymore. Do I stay in the Rebellion as her substitute? Although she could have killed me when she first saw me, she didn't. Maybe I should stay in the Rebellion as her substitute to repay her kindness until I can think of something better to do with myself.
The pain of being utterly alone is too much to bear right now. I know if I were to approach Sandalphon, she would talk to me the same way that her husband, Corden (@Corden_Maximus), did. It's hard though talking with him. The feelings I have are so deep, but I realize they are the feelings she feels towards him. I am only a shadow of her, a memory almost. And a part of me wants to rebel against that memory. I want to be something more than that. That is her life, and this is mine.
I should probably get some rest for now. Tomorrow is going to be long and I am pretty sure I will have many more agonizing decisions to make. I wish Corden could have stayed to help me, but he belongs to her. I wish I had someone here to help me understand what I am going through, but I am afraid I am completely and utterly alone.
It's strange how I have been walking around almost as if in a daze recently. These memories I have are so real and yet they are not mine. This history I have with these people, it is not my own history but someone else's. It's like I am walking around in someone else's body, and following these routines that that person already established. I do not know what to do with myself. Do I continue living this life in the manner which Sandalphon (@CelestialPhenyx) created, or do I strike it out on my own? I don't even know what I want anymore. Do I stay in the Rebellion as her substitute? Although she could have killed me when she first saw me, she didn't. Maybe I should stay in the Rebellion as her substitute to repay her kindness until I can think of something better to do with myself.
The pain of being utterly alone is too much to bear right now. I know if I were to approach Sandalphon, she would talk to me the same way that her husband, Corden (@Corden_Maximus), did. It's hard though talking with him. The feelings I have are so deep, but I realize they are the feelings she feels towards him. I am only a shadow of her, a memory almost. And a part of me wants to rebel against that memory. I want to be something more than that. That is her life, and this is mine.
I should probably get some rest for now. Tomorrow is going to be long and I am pretty sure I will have many more agonizing decisions to make. I wish Corden could have stayed to help me, but he belongs to her. I wish I had someone here to help me understand what I am going through, but I am afraid I am completely and utterly alone.
Seraphic Phenyx - I am a Clone
Operative Seraphim (Sandalphon's clone) Reporting
After the break-up, I decided to strike it out on my own. Mon Mothma reassigned me from Imperial Navy espionage duties until I could get my head straightened out. Because of my traitorous interactions with the Imperials, I report directly to Mon Mothma as no other Rebel team wants to work with me. Mon Mothma understands what I have been through, and rather than throwing me out into the galaxy, is giving me time to find myself. She has assigned me to the small Rebellion ship, the Dammarung, temporarily until I can get my footing. I am still tasked with rescuing the Rebel Twi'lek Shayde (@RebelShayde) from Jabba's Palace on Tattooine, and as soon as I can bring her back, I am sure it will get me on the good graces of some of the Rebels.
Somehow, Shion (@Chief_Uzuki) found me. It appears she left her position at Vector Industries to follow the KOS-MOS (@_kos_mos) unit and finish it's construction. I begged her to not leave her position, but she decided she wasn't happy with the way that her employer was working with the Imperials. Before I left the Imperial ship, I took the KOS-MOS unit with me so that its technology wouldn't get into their hands (another thing Mon Mothma will be pleased to learn about in my next report). Unfortunately, Shion indicated that Vector Industries is working on a new prototype unit called T-elos which is supposed to be even better than the KOS-MOS unit. This scares me as KOS-MOS is a highly advanced android and anything more than her could easily decimate the Rebellion. Shion and I plan to work on the KOS-MOS unit for a possible eventual battle with the T-elos unit, when that android is deployed. Shion and KOS-MOS decided that in my highly emotional state, I wasn't suited for combat. They went off to Jabba's Palace to rescue Shayde for me.
As if the day couldn't have gotten worse, the largest blow was that I found out I am a clone of the Operative Nyx (@CelestialPhenyx/@Sandal_Maximus). I found out because I didn't know where to go or who to turn to, so I contacted the one person who I thought would be there for me, Corden (@Corden_Maximus). He kept asking me strange questions and making statements that we just saw each other the day before, but I kept reiterating that this was the first time he and I have seen each other since the break-up. After some sleuthing, Corden found the cloner's marking on the back of my neck indicating that I (not his wife, Sandal) am the clone. I was devestated. Not only am I the shadow of a great warrior, all of the memories I have of my life are hers. Who am I? What am I? Where do I go?
I am lost and confused. I am afraid to meet Sandalphon, the real Sandalphon. However, no one knows that I am her, so I will maintain my cover for the time being. But I need to speak with her. In reviewing her reports, I found the day that she saw me in the glass cloning tube aboard the same ship (the Dammarung). She said she couldn't destroy me. She detonated a bomb in the area when she discovered the cloning operation, but for some reason, she didn't detonate the one around my cylinder. I am so lost that I need direction... I need something from her. The memories I have of Corden are hers, and when he touched my face, the feelings I felt inside were hers for him. Truly, she loves him dearly. But I know now that these memories and feelings are not my own. They are hers, and for that, I will dismiss them.
Corden has allowed me to stay here in his house. All of the memories that she had with him flood my mind. I don't know if I can stay very long feeling the way I do, but for tonight, it is a place to get some respite from all of the problems I have been through.
I feel so alone. I feel so lost. I am torn between a past that I never lived and a future I cannot see.
EDITORIAL NOTE: The account has been re-named Seraphic Phenyx (@Seraphic_Phenyx) in honor of the clone's discovery of herself. Formerly @CelestyalPhenyx
After the break-up, I decided to strike it out on my own. Mon Mothma reassigned me from Imperial Navy espionage duties until I could get my head straightened out. Because of my traitorous interactions with the Imperials, I report directly to Mon Mothma as no other Rebel team wants to work with me. Mon Mothma understands what I have been through, and rather than throwing me out into the galaxy, is giving me time to find myself. She has assigned me to the small Rebellion ship, the Dammarung, temporarily until I can get my footing. I am still tasked with rescuing the Rebel Twi'lek Shayde (@RebelShayde) from Jabba's Palace on Tattooine, and as soon as I can bring her back, I am sure it will get me on the good graces of some of the Rebels.
Somehow, Shion (@Chief_Uzuki) found me. It appears she left her position at Vector Industries to follow the KOS-MOS (@_kos_mos) unit and finish it's construction. I begged her to not leave her position, but she decided she wasn't happy with the way that her employer was working with the Imperials. Before I left the Imperial ship, I took the KOS-MOS unit with me so that its technology wouldn't get into their hands (another thing Mon Mothma will be pleased to learn about in my next report). Unfortunately, Shion indicated that Vector Industries is working on a new prototype unit called T-elos which is supposed to be even better than the KOS-MOS unit. This scares me as KOS-MOS is a highly advanced android and anything more than her could easily decimate the Rebellion. Shion and I plan to work on the KOS-MOS unit for a possible eventual battle with the T-elos unit, when that android is deployed. Shion and KOS-MOS decided that in my highly emotional state, I wasn't suited for combat. They went off to Jabba's Palace to rescue Shayde for me.
As if the day couldn't have gotten worse, the largest blow was that I found out I am a clone of the Operative Nyx (@CelestialPhenyx/@Sandal_Maximus). I found out because I didn't know where to go or who to turn to, so I contacted the one person who I thought would be there for me, Corden (@Corden_Maximus). He kept asking me strange questions and making statements that we just saw each other the day before, but I kept reiterating that this was the first time he and I have seen each other since the break-up. After some sleuthing, Corden found the cloner's marking on the back of my neck indicating that I (not his wife, Sandal) am the clone. I was devestated. Not only am I the shadow of a great warrior, all of the memories I have of my life are hers. Who am I? What am I? Where do I go?
I am lost and confused. I am afraid to meet Sandalphon, the real Sandalphon. However, no one knows that I am her, so I will maintain my cover for the time being. But I need to speak with her. In reviewing her reports, I found the day that she saw me in the glass cloning tube aboard the same ship (the Dammarung). She said she couldn't destroy me. She detonated a bomb in the area when she discovered the cloning operation, but for some reason, she didn't detonate the one around my cylinder. I am so lost that I need direction... I need something from her. The memories I have of Corden are hers, and when he touched my face, the feelings I felt inside were hers for him. Truly, she loves him dearly. But I know now that these memories and feelings are not my own. They are hers, and for that, I will dismiss them.
Corden has allowed me to stay here in his house. All of the memories that she had with him flood my mind. I don't know if I can stay very long feeling the way I do, but for tonight, it is a place to get some respite from all of the problems I have been through.
I feel so alone. I feel so lost. I am torn between a past that I never lived and a future I cannot see.
EDITORIAL NOTE: The account has been re-named Seraphic Phenyx (@Seraphic_Phenyx) in honor of the clone's discovery of herself. Formerly @CelestyalPhenyx
Piett's Storyline - The End is Nigh
After months/weeks of limited conversation and evasiveness, I decided that it was time for me to move on. Admiral Piett (@Admiral_Piett) never responded to my numerous messages and instead of approaching me on the issue, he simply ignored me. It pained me to feel as if I were forgotten, and now I understand why it is said that "being forgotten is worse than death." None the less, Admiral Piett simply walked away from me without giving me a chance to talk to him. It makes me wonder if there was someone else on the side or if he has been wanting to break up for some time but never approaching me about it. Little did he know, but I did crack into his various accounts and discover he was flirting heavily with other women. One witness said they saw him and Admiral Daala together at the Mos Eisley cantina recently, which confirms my suspicions.
I did speak with Star Killer (@Star_Killer_) who tried to convince me to stay. But if Admiral Piett refuses to return my messages to him, then there really isn't a way that I can talk to him. Star Killer was adamant that I contact Admiral Piett, but there's just no way I can bring myself to sending ANOTHER message to Admiral Piett and feel like I am being ignored for the Nth straight week. If he doesn't want me to talk to him, then I won't push myself onto him.
So I decided to leave. I unblocked the comm line back to Admiral Piett so if I matter anything to him, he can find me.
To get my mind off of the drama and pain I felt in my heart, I rescued a slave girl dancer (@Fiona_Brighton) and showed her what life could be like with freedom and choice. It helped a bit to do this, but my heart was still very heavy. None the less, it appears that Admiral Piett and I are over. I wish him well... but should he ever decide that he wants me in his life, the comm line is still open. The only thing is, if he waits too long... I might just have moved on.
I did speak with Star Killer (@Star_Killer_) who tried to convince me to stay. But if Admiral Piett refuses to return my messages to him, then there really isn't a way that I can talk to him. Star Killer was adamant that I contact Admiral Piett, but there's just no way I can bring myself to sending ANOTHER message to Admiral Piett and feel like I am being ignored for the Nth straight week. If he doesn't want me to talk to him, then I won't push myself onto him.
So I decided to leave. I unblocked the comm line back to Admiral Piett so if I matter anything to him, he can find me.
To get my mind off of the drama and pain I felt in my heart, I rescued a slave girl dancer (@Fiona_Brighton) and showed her what life could be like with freedom and choice. It helped a bit to do this, but my heart was still very heavy. None the less, it appears that Admiral Piett and I are over. I wish him well... but should he ever decide that he wants me in his life, the comm line is still open. The only thing is, if he waits too long... I might just have moved on.
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