Corden's Storyline - Two Lives Become One

Operative Nyx Reporting

The following morning I woke up to find the Corden had left me a note to meet him at my bunker.  I approached the bunker a bit scared because he has never asked for me to come over in this manner.  None the less, I found him in one of the rooms, and it was there that I got a bit nervous.  He revealed to me that he was looking forward to having children and a wife someday.  And that's where I panicked.  I freaked out because, well, as a spy I am technically not supposed to have children.  It is really a matter of keeping them safe and with me constantly traveling on missions, I would hardly ever see my children.

(But then again, if I think about it, both of my parents were constantly on the go and I grew up just fine.  A bit of a latchkey kid, but otherwise still fine.)

Well, apparently I misunderstood what he meant, and thought he was breaking up with me because of my career and the potential that our kids would be in harm's way.  It was then he revealed that he wanted me to marry him.  I was shocked.  I didn't know how to explain to him that Admiral Piett (@Admiral_Piett) and I were already secretly engaged.  But then again, the Admiral has been very distant as of late and I can't wait around forever for him!  So I accepted. 

The only thing I worry about is I tend to be very flirtatous around others and I hope Corden doesn't get his feelings hurt.  I mean, as much as I joke around incessantly, my heart and body both belong to him.  Always.  I might have a sleepover with my girlfriends where we cuddle, I might tease a droid incessantly, I may just flirt my way through a mission, but it is only Corden who will know the real me.  It is only Corden who would have access to my body in that way.  It is only in Corden's arms to where I would run to and sleep at night.  And in the traditional sense, I have yet to perform a heart connecting ceremony, because I am waiting for the right time to do so.  It is during this ceremony that our hearts will always be together as one, regardless of what happens between us.  I would never forget him and I would hope he would never forget me. 

As a side note, the following day we mainly stayed at the station spending quality time together.  Life is definitely a lot slower with Corden.  I am not used to it.  I normally prefer action and completing objectives, but I am finding myself drawn to his simple lifestyle. 

Operative Nyx' Private Journal

Okay here's where I am going to start gushing.  I find Corden incredibly sensitive and sexy.  Yes, I admitted it.  I think about him constantly and I have never felt myself drawn to a man in this way.  He makes me feel secure, loved, and treasured.  It's quite sweet really.  I don't want to tell him this because knowing him, he will get a huge ego and I will regret ever telling him all of this.  But in a way, I want him to know.  No one else has ever gotten this far into my heart.  Not even Admiral Piett, I am afraid to admit.  Corden is something else entirely and I adore him completely.