Seraphic Phenyx - I am a Clone

Operative Seraphim (Sandalphon's clone) Reporting

After the break-up, I decided to strike it out on my own. Mon Mothma reassigned me from Imperial Navy espionage duties until I could get my head straightened out.  Because of my traitorous interactions with the Imperials, I report directly to Mon Mothma as no other Rebel team wants to work with me.  Mon Mothma understands what I have been through, and rather than throwing me out into the galaxy, is giving me time to find myself.  She has assigned me to the small Rebellion ship, the Dammarung, temporarily until I can get my footing.  I am still tasked with rescuing the Rebel Twi'lek Shayde (@RebelShayde) from Jabba's Palace on Tattooine, and as soon as I can bring her back, I am sure it will get me on the good graces of some of the Rebels. 

Somehow, Shion (@Chief_Uzuki) found me.  It appears she left her position at Vector Industries to follow the KOS-MOS (@_kos_mos) unit and finish it's construction. I begged her to not leave her position, but she decided she wasn't happy with the way that her employer was working with the Imperials.  Before I left the Imperial ship, I took the KOS-MOS unit with me so that its technology wouldn't get into their hands (another thing Mon Mothma will be pleased to learn about in my next report).  Unfortunately, Shion indicated that Vector Industries is working on a new prototype unit called T-elos which is supposed to be even better than the KOS-MOS unit.  This scares me as KOS-MOS is a highly advanced android and anything more than her could easily decimate the Rebellion.  Shion and I plan to work on the KOS-MOS unit for a possible eventual battle with the T-elos unit, when that android is deployed. Shion and KOS-MOS decided that in my highly emotional state, I wasn't suited for combat.  They went off to Jabba's Palace to rescue Shayde for me.

As if the day couldn't have gotten worse, the largest blow was that I found out I am a clone of the Operative Nyx (@CelestialPhenyx/@Sandal_Maximus).  I found out because I didn't know where to go or who to turn to, so I contacted the one person who I thought would be there for me, Corden (@Corden_Maximus).  He kept asking me strange questions and making statements that we just saw each other the day before, but I kept reiterating that this was the first time he and I have seen each other since the break-up.  After some sleuthing, Corden found the cloner's marking on the back of my neck indicating that I (not his wife, Sandal) am the clone. I was devestated. Not only am I the shadow of a great warrior, all of the memories I have of my life are hers. Who am I? What am I? Where do I go?

I am lost and confused. I am afraid to meet Sandalphon, the real Sandalphon.  However, no one knows that I am her, so I will maintain my cover for the time being. But I need to speak with her.  In reviewing her reports, I found the day that she saw me in the glass cloning tube aboard the same ship (the Dammarung).  She said she couldn't destroy me.  She detonated a bomb in the area when she discovered the cloning operation, but for some reason, she didn't detonate the one around my cylinder. I am so lost that I need direction... I need something from her.  The memories I have of Corden are hers, and when he touched my face, the feelings I felt inside were hers for him.  Truly, she loves him dearly. But I know now that these memories and feelings are not my own.  They are hers, and for that, I will dismiss them.

Corden has allowed me to stay here in his house. All of the memories that she had with him flood my mind. I don't know if I can stay very long feeling the way I do, but for tonight, it is a place to get some respite from all of the problems I have been through. 

I feel so alone.  I feel so lost.  I am torn between a past that I never lived and a future I cannot see.

EDITORIAL NOTE: The account has been re-named Seraphic Phenyx (@Seraphic_Phenyx) in honor of the clone's discovery of herself. Formerly @CelestyalPhenyx